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"I could resurrect the dead, but I choose to resurrect the living." (Menachem Mendel of Kotsk)

Thanatophiliac, mental patient, and university student. Depression and anxiety and vague body dysmorphia and PTSD. I write and I reblog lots of gothy things and occasional fandom things. I take a lot of pictures of myself to help with my body image issues. I'm scared of politics and intimacy. I worship the 19th century aesthetes: "In such an ugly time, the true protest is beauty."

00:26 29th Feb 2012

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Reblogged from kitkoppelia

Tags: girls in old paintings who look like prettier versions of me

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Hylas and the Nymphs (detail) - 1896 by John William Waterhouse

I went swimming and was accidentally painted.
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