One microscopic cog in his catastrophic plan

Sometimes I have trouble knowing what I look like. It's not full on body dysmorphia, but I get....confused. There was a study done to try to understand why schizophrenics have more hallucinations associated with reflective surfaces. They sat people with schizophrenia and people without a history of visual hallucinations in front of a mirror in a dim room for 20 minutes. The control group reported seeing vague, horrific faces in the mirror. I want to know what I really look like, so I'm taking a picture of myself every day or so (usually on my terrible macbook webcam) and posting it here, to see if that helps me understand. I also post and reblog goth-y art and writing, pretty things, and things related to my ongoing battle with depression.

10:53 27th Jan 2012

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This is probably one of the most unsettling pictures I’ve ever seen.
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  I had this in my mind when I saw this....All I could think of was the tag.
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  This is probably one of the most unsettling pictures I’ve ever seen.
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  SNAIIIILLLS SEE THE BENEFITS THE BEAUTY IN EVERY INCH SO WHY-YYY—WHY OH WHY ARE YOU QUICK TO KISS baby maybe i spoke too...
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